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  John’s voice rumbled out of his chest.

  “You didn’t answer me, sweetheart. “

  Lily tried to take a sliding step to the side but was blocked by Alec. Lily sniffed and wiped a tear that had escaped.

  “It’s just not right I’m in your way, and that you both are taking care of me especially since you don’t want me like…”

  “Like what?” Alec barked, impatient.

  Lily cringed at the harshness of Alec’s tone.

  “Like a man wants a woman and I think it’s not right to stay with you…”

  “Where in the hell did you get that idea?”

  Lily looked down and shrugged.

  “You don’t touch me like Sherice and Mora tell me their men touch them. I understand though. I’m so different from all the women around. I look different, I act different, and I’m so ignorant I think it embarrasses you sometimes. So, I just think…”

  The men looked at each other over her head in astonishment. While they thought they were giving her time to adjust, she felt they didn’t want her.

  John tipped her head up with a finger under her chin. He almost groaned at the pain they had caused her.

  “Honey, you need to get the idea of leaving us out of your head, because it’s never going to happen.”

  “But…”

  “No buts. You think we don’t want you? God, woman, I get hard just thinking about you. Every night I lay awake so painfully aroused I ache the whole next day. My hands itch to touch you, and my mouth waters thinking about tasting you. Not want you? Honey, if I wanted you any more, I’d go batshit crazy.”

  Lily relaxed a little and giggled.

  “I’ve never heard that before.”

  “It’s the truth.”

  “I’m warning you now if Alec or I ever hear you call yourself dumb or ignorant again, you will be punished,” John growled. “And I don’t like that bullshit about being different. We love the way you are. We love everything about you. We love you.”

  Lily stared wide-eyed at John.

  “Love?” A tear sparkled in her eyes. She couldn’t believe they loved her. She felt more lighthearted than any other time in her life. “Oh, I love you both. So much.” Lily leaned forward and kissed one then the other. Her eyes widened as she remembered their threat. “Punished?”

  “Yes,” he bit out.

  Alec turned her toward him.

  “We were trying to give you time to get to know us and feel comfortable with us before we deepened our relationship. Now we know it was the wrong move and we’ll correct it now.”

  Lily took a shaky breath.

  “What does that mean?”

  “This.” He pulled her against his chest and took her mouth like he was starving. John took a turn and drew her toward him when Alec lifted his head.

  After a few long minutes, Alec tugged her from John and lifted her into his arms and walked her into the bedroom and laid her down on their bed. John followed and shut the door behind them before walking to the other side of the bed and looking down on the woman that had changed his life. The thought of her not here with them and not being a part of their lives sent a streak of real pain through his heart.

  He knew they would do anything to make Lily happy and safe for the rest of her life.

  Chapter 16

  Lily watched, enthralled, as they both started unbuttoning their shirts and stared at her with wild hunger in their eyes that took her breath. She’d seen their bare chests before since they slept in just their boxers every night and was fascinated by the thickness of muscle that covered them, the spattering of chest hair each had, and the heat their bodies gave off. But knowing in a short amount of time she’d be able to run her hands over them made the cream her body made just for them multiply and soak her panties.

  “If at any time you get scared or overwhelmed, you tell us. Okay?” Alec said as he sat on the edge of the bed to take his boots and socks off and lay next to her with just his jeans on. He reached for her.

  Lily rolled eagerly toward him, nodded, and wrapped her arms around his neck. She lifted her mouth to his and let him take whatever he wanted. Lily gasped when she felt a hot body crowd against her back. She felt one hand cup a breast while another slid her skirt up and was caressing her pussy through her panties.

  She knew her underwear had to be sopping wet. She could feel the moisture seep from her at an alarming rate. But she didn’t have time to be embarrassed as they kept moving their hands and mouths, taking her from one level of ecstasy to another.

  John’s teeth scraped against her shoulder and moved up her neck.

  “Oh lord, baby. Your pussy’s begging for us, isn’t she?”

  Lily mumbled. She was unable to do anything but feel at that point. She went wild trying to touch as much of them as possible.

  “No, sweetheart.” John lifted her arms above her head and pressed them into the mattress with one of his.

  “Wait, sweetheart. Alec and I are too close to losing control, and we can’t let that happen. We need to be gentle with you.”

  “But I don’t want gentle. I want you both to make this cramping ache inside me to go away,” Lily wept as another wave of need coursed through her.

  Alec bit down on her earlobe.

  “Oh, we will. You just have to be patient, baby.”

  Lily tossed her head and cried out when hands pulled her clothing from her, and a hot wet mouth took one of her nipples and sucked firmly.

  John watched as he suckled her to make sure he wasn’t hurting her and to see what level of pain she enjoyed the most. He almost came in his jeans at the way she tasted and when she begged for more.

  Alec moved down her body, nipping and licking as he went until he got to the place he’d been dreaming about for weeks. He used his shoulders to spread her legs and make room between them.

  John smiled. She was concentrating on the pleasure John was giving her and didn’t know where Alec was. A scream tore from her mouth at the first swipe of Alec’s tongue through her drenched slit.

  Lily tried to jerk away from them.

  “Wh…what are you doing?”

  “Remember I told you I have been dying to taste you? Well, tonight I’m going to taste until I get my fill.”

  “Oh, God. You can’t…”

  “I can…I am.” He hummed and lowered his head again and dove in.

  The breath splintered from her lungs. The feelings they brought out in her were overwhelming at times, far surpassing anything she’d dealt with so far in her life, and she couldn’t see herself ever becoming used to them. John was paying attention to her breasts, cupping one and sucking on the other while he held her arms above her head, and Alec, he was doing things to her she never could have imagined.

  A part of her thought she should fear them at least a little, but the bond of trust she’d already formed with these men made it impossible to do anything but feel the nerve endings in her body spark, her stomach and nipples tighten, and wave after wave of pleasure take her.

  John watched the expressions on her face. His heart throbbed with the realization she would let them do anything to her right then. She trusted them and was so far gone in her pleasure she had no concept of what was being done to her.

  John pressed her hands down.

  “Leave your hands there.”

  “Mmmm,” she mumbled as her head thrashed back and forth.

  He stood and quickly stripped himself of his clothes, grabbed some condoms, and lay back down beside her. He nuzzled the side of her neck.

  “You’re such a good girl, doing what I told you to do. You didn’t move at all, did you?”

  “Oh, God.” Lily gasped in a desperate breath and shook her head.

  John pressed down on her stomach when her body arched off the mattress.

  “No, baby. You need to stay still and let Alec get his fill.”

  “I’m feeling something inside me, and the feeling keeps growing and growing, and I can’t stop it. Make him st
op, John.”

  John saw something close to fear darken her eyes.

  “This is natural, baby. Alec is pushing you toward a climax, and you’re going to love it.” He pressed on her stomach when Lily arched under John’s hand. “No, you’re going to trust us to take care of you and let yourself go. It’s okay. Both of us are holding on to you.”

  “But.” She screamed when Alec pressed one of his long blunt fingers into her pussy, thrusting in and out but being careful of her hymen, at the same time sucking her clit into his mouth, making flashes of light pop under her eyelids and the breath catch in her throat.

  John would take that, and later after they had her stretched, Alec would take her ass.

  A shrill sound came from her throat and continued as wave after wave of ecstasy raced through her.

  Alec brought her down gently, not stopping until he pulled all of her orgasm out of her and she collapsed against the bed and John.

  “There we go, baby.” Alec moved up beside her while John took his place between her thighs. He bent and pressed a long kiss on her mouth, letting her taste herself on his tongue. “John is going to take your virginity, so we need you to relax. It will only hurt for a second.”

  “What will hurt?” Lily asked dazed and lethargic.

  Alec slid his hand down until he could slip a finger in between her folds and press on her clit.

  “Everything will be okay. Trust us to take care of you.”

  “I do trust you.”

  “Alec, get her hands above her head again. If she touches me, I’m going to lose it. I’m too damn close,” John bit out in a voice that was rough with need.

  Alec pulled her arms up.

  “Here you go, baby. I’m just going to hold you like this. Later you will be able to touch us.”

  Lily groaned at the new level of sensation the men were moving her toward.

  Alec realized by her body language how much she liked to be restrained and looked up at John and realized he saw the same things and it amazed and thrilled them at the same time.

  Alec pressed and circled her clit to get her revved up again as John pushed one and then two of his thick fingers into her to stretch her a bit.

  “Jesus, she’s so damn tight, Alec.”

  Alec heard the worry in John’s voice.

  “It will be okay. I’ll keep on playing with her little clit to help. She’ll feel stretched but no pain after you take her virginity. I’ll make sure of that. I know you’ll be careful with her.”

  “Hell yes, I will.” John pulled his fingers out and replaced it with his cock. Slowly and gently he rocked himself against her, pushing a little bit of himself into her at a time until he got to her hymen. He nodded to Alec, and right away felt a fresh gush of liquid bathe his dick when Alec did something to her clit. He pushed through in one thrust, knowing it would be easier for her that way.

  They both froze at her cry. John made himself stay very still and leaned down to kiss her.

  “I’m so sorry. That’s it, sweetheart. I’m in. No more pain, ever.”

  Alec licked the tears off her face and crooned to her.

  Lily sniffed back the rest of her tears and loosened her grip on Alec’s hand above her head. Several long moments passed before she tried to move. Lily was amazed that there was no pain. She tried it again and felt the desire creep back.

  John gritted his teeth. “Stay still, honey. Just give me a sec. Alec, help her out.”

  Alec started moving his finger again, manipulating her clit in a way he knew would drive her to come.

  John started thrusting in and out. Slowly at first and then he gained speed.

  “Come for me, Lily. Just like you did before. I want to feel your pussy squeeze my cock.”

  Alec watched her cheeks flush and her nipples darken and knew she was close. He pressed harder on her tender clit and crooned to her.

  A wave of pleasure grew slowly until it stalled, making the muscles in her stomach and pussy tighten, and then it seemed to burst, and a rainbow of colors flashed behind her eyelids and her breath caught in her throat.

  John felt her tighten unbearably on him and had to push harder to keep up the strokes she needed to come. Watching her come apart in his arms was one of the most beautiful things he’d ever seen.

  John watched and listened to Alec talk softly to Lily.

  “How is she?” he gritted out between his teeth after he had gained a measure of control and could take a breath.

  Alec glanced back at him with a grin on his face.

  “She’s doing great, John.” Alec turned back to Lily and murmured praises between kisses.

  John relaxed, relieved she was all right, then took his pleasure, pounding into her until a ball of fire seared through his nerves and expanded. It only took a few strokes for him to fly over. Alec moved out of the way for him when John collapsed over her but used his arms to brace himself. He rolled to the side after he had gained some breath back.

  John cuddled up against her and laid his arm across her stomach. He listened to Alec talk softly to her.

  “Hey, sweetheart?” He waited until she turned her head. “How are you doing?”

  A smile broke across her face.

  “Fantastic.”

  Both men laughed.

  “That’s good,” John said and kissed her for several moments.

  Lily turned toward Alec and frowned at the jeans he still wore and the obvious bulge underneath them.

  “Are you going to love me, too?”

  Alec skimmed his thumb over her cheek.

  “No, honey. You’ll be too sore.”

  “I’ll be fine, Alec.”

  “No, I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

  Lily stayed quiet for a second then nodded.

  “I understand.”

  A frown creased his forehead at the tone of her voice.

  “What do you understand?”

  Tears collected behind her eyelids, making her vision of him cloudy.

  “You don’t want me like that. I get it.”

  “What the hell?”

  “No, please, Alec. It’s all right.”

  “Alec, you need to do this for her. If you’re gentle she’ll be fine,” John murmured.

  Alec grasped her hand and slid it down his body to cup his cock.

  “Does this feel like I don’t want you?”

  A sigh left Lily’s mouth as she tightened her grip on him.

  “Please, show me how much you want me.”

  Alec pulled her hand from him.

  “You have to tell me if I’m hurting you. All right?”

  Lily nodded and watched as he stood and pushed his jeans and boxers down and off. Her eyes widened at his size. She turned her head and looked down at John to see even though it softened, his cock was massive, too. She relaxed. If she could fit John, inevitably, she could fit Alec inside her.

  “John, I want you to have her on you so you can watch her, but I’m going to do her on her hands and knees and that way I can start stretching her.”

  John pulled off his condom and wrapped it in tissue before he pulled her over him.

  “What are we doing?” Lily asked, shaking.

  “Alec is going to make love to you this way. I’ll be able to hold you the whole time. Don’t worry, honey. You’ll like this, I promise.”

  Alec came up behind her and ran a hand up and down her back and then over her ass.

  “Everything we do to you, you’re going to like, baby. If at any time you get scared or uncomfortable, tell us.”

  He quickly donned a condom. He gripped her hip with one hand and used his other to test her. He slipped one finger into her, and when John nodded she was okay, he tried two, moving them in and out until a fresh wave of moisture saturated his fingers. He aligned his cock to her entrance and started pushing into her.

  John was fascinated as he watched the passion take over her body again and felt her breaths pick up. She clutched at his shoulders, digging her nails in
to him. Every so often she would close her eyes and hum, but he never saw her grimace.

  Alec picked up the pace. When he felt her excitement take over, he swiped his finger through the cream dripping out of her and pressed it against her bottom hole.

  Lily’s eyes flew open. “What…John…what?”

  John smiled. “What’s he doing, baby?”

  Lily bit her lip as some dark need rose in her and heat raced through her.

  “He’s pushing a finger into me,” Lily panted out.

  “Where?”

  Her eyes widened and fixed on John’s face.

  “In my b…bottom.”

  John’s grin grew. “How does it feel?”

  “It makes me…oh God, I don’t know.”

  “Do you like it?” Alec said from above her as he pulled his finger out before pressing it in deeper than before, but kept his cock still so she could concentrate on the feel in her ass.

  “Oh, yes. But isn’t that bad? This is wrong. I’ve never heard of anything like this.” Her head started to move back and forth as her passion grew.

  “Not if it feels good,” John whispered and kissed her.

  She turned her attention toward the feelings Alec was inducing in her.

  “Just think, baby girl. As soon as we have you stretched out back here,” Alec said, pushing in and out a few times, “we’ll take you at the same time.”

  She was too far gone to understand what he was saying, and Alec was unable to hold on to his control a moment longer. He thrust hard and deep into her pussy at the same time used his finger to stretch her ass.

  Lily started to shake as Alec pushed her relentlessly toward the top, unlike John who took her step by step. The feeling with Alec was overwhelming to her.

  “It’s all right. Just let it take you,” John crooned to her.

  Lily’s grip tightened on John’s shoulders, and she couldn’t prevent the tingly constriction of her pussy as wave after wave of sensation saturated her emotions. All at once it hit and threw her over.

  Alec was right behind her as he pumped into her until he couldn’t move. He tilted slowly to the side, taking her with him, so he didn’t come down on her. It took long minutes for their breathing and heartbeats to slow.